urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kergirl2001 Kerrie Kerrie 2004-08-24T01:21:57Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kergirl2001:25998 2004-08-24T01:21:57Z 2004-08-24T01:21:57Z Well...I leave for college on Thursday. I am so nervous and yet so excited. I can't wait to have my freedom; to be able to go out whenever I want and do whatever I want. I'm just scared though to start something new. I started packing today and I don't know if I brought too much stuff... I am really looking forward to decorating my room and I hope that I make friends...and I hope school isnt too hard. On the downside...I lost my calculator!! =*[ I really dont want to spend 80 bucks on another one. I always lost that thing last year at school or anthony would steal it. I had the worst luck with that stupid calculator! I went through everything and it is nowhere to be found. If anyone has it tell me please!! <br />Moving on...today was my last day at the Market Basket until winter break, which I am sooo happy about. No more working 16 hours on the weekends...ugh No more coming home from school to work at the MB!!! YESSSSS! I am so happy to get away from that place and hopefully I will be able to leave behind some bad memories. They just seem to be haunting me whenever I work. <br />Well tomorrow I am going to finish getting all of my stuff and then I will be ready!<br />I am gunna miss not seeing my friends = [ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kergirl2001:25741 2004-08-07T00:47:58Z 2004-08-07T00:47:58Z I HATE KEVIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kergirl2001:25444 2004-07-30T21:11:05Z 2004-07-30T21:11:05Z Ahh!!! I am home from Cali! and it was great. I went on my first plane ride and I survived. We flew from Newark to Dallas to Santa Barbara. It was so beautiful in Santa Barbara. IT was amazing. I was so suprised to see so many mountains out there. My image of California is the beach and surfers. Suprisingly, the beaches were not as nice as they are in Jersey. They are not as big and the waves were pretty small. The waves were small where I was due to the Channel Islands and the fact that Santa Barbara is an inlet. There werent even too many surfers. Plus the beaches werent as clean. THere was sooooo much sea weed that I didnt want to go swimming. The water is also colder out there since it comes from the north. I love swimming too, so that was a huge bummer. However the shopping there was out of this world! I went crazy!!! I love to shop, so this was like heaven. It was all outdoors on a street called State Street and it went for about a mile. ALl stores, like an outdoor mall. Everything was outside because it never rains in Cali, where my aunt lives. The last time it rained there was March, which is hard to believe. Every single day was sunny and warm, but not humid. In the morning and at night it was cool. We walked to town each day which was also a mile to get to, but sometimes we took a bus. We ate so much food but we just figured the walking would balance it out. <br />While I was in Cali I went to Hollywood, Beverly Hills!! (I looked for the 90210 house, but no1 knew where it was = [ ), Rodeo Dr, Malibou, SUmmerland, Bellaire, and LA. It was really nice. Then we went norht to wine country. The onlly star sighting was Fess Parker who was Davey Crocket and at the airport my cousin showed me someone from black eyed peas or something like that fergi or something ...i didnt really know who it was. <br />THE Best Part: HOllywood walk of fame and Beverly Hills<br />Worst Part: My beastly Aunt....she was such a beast the whole vacation...i could go on and on with stories...mayb in another entry i will urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kergirl2001:25234 2004-07-09T20:49:21Z 2004-07-09T20:49:21Z Good things:<br />I got a raise today. = ] <br />I started playing tennis with my sister, Rachel, and her "Kate" friends, and Kevin.<br />It's fun and I am not the worst.<br />I went out to lunch with Chris and it was yummy. It was nice catching up. Then we went mini golfing and hit some balls. It was soo fun!!! We have to go again.<br />I bought a movie Indian SUmmer. I love it...I watched it 3 times already. It makes me wish that I went to camp.<br />I am reading a good book called Night Swimming.<br />I had some chicken cordon blue...my favorite dinner.<br />Then I went mini golfing with Kevin.<br />I got a hole in one on the first hole. <br />Plus I won! <br />My sister gave me her jean shorts that I have been dying to have.<br />Lauren came to visit me at work today.<br />I am going to Cali in a week!!! <br /><br />Bad Things:...lets just try not to think about them...we dont want them to cancel out the good! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kergirl2001:24971 2004-07-03T19:26:08Z 2004-07-03T19:26:08Z I have never been more hurt and upset for such a long period of time in my whole life than I am now. I feel like crap, worse than that actually. It is the worst feeling in the world. I hate everything that has happened and I just want to like die, i dont think I would in the long run...but right now I feel like a slug that got run over by a llooong train. It hurts so much, every single day...It is all I think about and the pain just keeps coming at me...but I cant seem to let go and remove myself from the situation. This issue has made me literally sick to my stomache...I can't sleep. I can't eat and I dream about it. All I do is cry. I hate it so much. I HATE THIS SO MUCH!!!!!!! I never thought this type of pain was possible for me...I didnt think that "I" would ever feel it....I knew it existed...but never knew to the degree that it hurts, until it happened to me. <br /><br /><br />My heart is broken. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kergirl2001:24628 2004-06-22T02:14:43Z 2004-06-22T02:14:43Z Today Kevin told me that I live a sheltered life. I have never been exposed to the evils that exist in this world. He is right. I am usually blinded by good. Everything around me is always nice. It doesn't mean that I don't have problems or have trouble doing things. It also does not mean that I am totally oblivious, because I am not. It's just that I don't see how cruel poeple can really be. Now that I have been able to see both sides, I wish that I didnt. I want to just go back and be happy. It is hard for me to understand why poeple are so insensitive to other people's feelings. Why are people so selfish, that they only look at their own needs and desires before anothers? While I am in no way selfless, I try to think of how my actions will affect those surrounding me. Seeing the pain that I felt, I would think....no matter how much I hated someone, I wouldn't want them to go through what I was going through. I even told this particular person that. But still, they did not respect me. I hate that. I hate that someone can be so blind as to not see another persons pain, the pain that they inflicted on them. It really really bothers and hurts me. It makes me hate them even more. Today I tried to make that person feel bad about themself and I dont know if it worked. I am going to try to stop using that tactic. I should try not to go to their level. I have to think about everything all around and try to be the better person. I should try to set an example for others....even if it is the hardest thing to do. Sometimes quiet things dont go by unnoticed... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kergirl2001:24379 2004-06-09T21:15:50Z 2004-06-09T21:15:50Z Firsts:<br />First job: babysitting<br />First screen name: kergirl2000<br />First funeral: my great grandma<br />First pet: dog Junior...he bit me every day so we had to give him away<br />First piercing: my ears just last summer<br />First tattoo: none, hate them<br />First credit card: i dont have one...<br />First kiss: freshman year, Kevin<br />First best friend: Melanie<br />First wedding: that i attended? my Uncle Bobbys, but I fell asleep under the table, I was only about 4<br />First enemy: there have always been poeple I dont like, but enemy....I guess Leslie because I hated her more than anyone<br />First favorite musician: Whitney Huston<br /><br /><br />Lasts:<br />Last car ride: coming back from CVS with Kevin an hour ago<br />Last kiss: during Seaside after prom<br />Last movie watched: Raising Helen<br />Last beverage drank: rootbeer float<br />Last food consumed: icecream<br />Last phone call: Kevin called an hour ago<br />Last lj-friend you added: Kristen<br />Last road trip: Seaside, the past weekend<br />Last time showered: this morning<br />Last CD played: some CD in Kevin's car<br />Last time you cooked from scratch: um,I dont cook<br />Last time you cut your toenails: hm, last week<br /><br />Now:<br />Single or Taken: n/a<br />Sex: female<br />Birthday: March 31<br />Sign: Aires<br />Siblings: Meaghan<br />Hair color: brown<br />Eye color: green/blue<br />Shoe size: 71/2 or 8<br />Height: 5'3<br />Wearing: AE shorts and Student Council shirt<br />Drinking: nothing<br />Thinking about: my life..<br />Listening to: my computer urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kergirl2001:24179 2004-06-07T23:03:33Z 2004-06-07T23:03:33Z i love...<br />getting mail, going on vacation w/ Lauren, my friends, getting pictures developed, when my nails grow, swimming, ending school, getting A's, being in love, walks w/ Kevin, having study, camping, playing catch w/ the football, jumping on the trampoline, having sleepovers at Cassie's, acting obvnoxious w/ Rachel, puppies, winning, bead and straw necklaces, finishing an exersize tape, skirts, 106.7, kisses and hugs, hammocks, art, minute photos, shopping, TCNJ, Alice books, getting presents, bookmarks, post cards, jewlery, American Eagle, sleeping next to Kevin, having someone as a boyfriend, the summer.<br /><br />i hate...<br />cheaters, dishonest people, when people are lazy, backstabbers, steak, olives, snow in ur gloves or clothes, being upset, feeling sick, coffee, going to the doctors, getting yelled at, being embarrassed, fake poeple, feeling fat, when people disrespect me, bags, hannah, working w/ her, working at the Market Basket, crabby customers, fighting. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kergirl2001:23821 2004-06-07T20:11:20Z 2004-06-07T20:11:20Z Ok...I havent updated in a long time. Well, I enjoyed the prom very much. I was not crazy about my hair style when I got it done, but in the end with my dress I think it was alright. I think I had the most fun getting ready. I went with Lauren n TIna to get our hair done and then Lauren and I got our makeup done at Victoria's Secret Beauty. Ugh we hated our make up lol...we looked like clowns. It was so hideous...I redid mine a little and Lauren redid all of hers...it was a good laugh though. = D After that I got ready and took some pictures alone and then Kevin and his parents came to take pictures and then they brought me to their house. They have the nicest cameras! Then Kevster and I came back to my house to wait for my mom. My mom, Meg, Kev, and I then went to Cassies to take pictures with everyone else. THe Manor was beautiful! It was so gorgeous and I have no complaints about the evening. I didnt really dance because its not my thing, but I did for all the slow songs. I can't wait to develop my film. After that, we all went into the city. It was an experiance, if anything. Overall, I had a good time. The next day, I drove to Seaside w/ Kevin and I got sunburnt from his convertable. = [ Kevin met my grandpa for the first time and I showed him all the places I go to when I visit Spring Lake. It was nice. The weekend was rainy, but we still had fun. I love my friends &lt;3 Kevin won me Donkey! and I won little beany baby children but Kevin thought they were ugly =*[ I wanted to go swimming...but mayb some other time. The only thing that really bothered me was what Moises and Abilio did...I got really upset with their actions towards Kevin on Saturday. It pissed me off. I really dont like Moises now. I was suprised that I had such a nice time. I'm really glad that I went. I hope we can go again this summer, at least for a day. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kergirl2001:23565 2004-05-26T00:33:34Z 2004-05-26T00:33:34Z I love my friends. I really do. I am going to miss them so much next year and I hope that we stay in touch. It sounds easier than it really is. After high school, we are all going to go our seperate ways and meet new friends, but I hope that the old ones stay. After middle school, I didnt keep in touch with any of my friends that didnt go to Manchester, I hope its not like that after high school. I guess naturally we will grow apart, but when we get back together, I hope there is still that tight bond. = [ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kergirl2001:22728 2004-05-11T00:46:00Z 2004-05-11T00:46:00Z THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND<br />1) Why people don't put all their effort into things<br />2) Why people hurt the person that is the closest to them<br />3) Science<br /><br />THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW<br />1) Pt. Pleasant fish shirt<br />2) Siena shorts<br />3) my favorite earings from Vermont<br /><br />THREE THINGS ON MY DESK (I dont have a desk, so I'll use my sisters)<br />1) hair dryer<br />2) lamp<br />3) t.v.<br /><br />THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE<br />1) To marry Kevin<br />2) Have kids<br />3) To see my kids get married<br /><br />THREE PARTS OF MY HERITAGE<br />1) Irish<br />2) weeee bit French....like nothing though<br />3) and thats it<br /><br />THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY<br />1) my ankels<br />2) my calves<br />3) my freckles<br /><br />THREE THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MY BODY<br />1) my stomach!<br />2) my arms<br />3) my hips<br /><br />THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT ME<br />1) I collect post cards<br />2) pigs are my favorite animals<br />3) I love getting letters in the mail<br /><br />THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST<br />1) Kevin!<br />2) omg<br />3) ugh I hate...(school, gym...etc..)<br /><br />THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO<br />1) Ireland<br />2) Italy<br />3) California<br /><br />THREE NAMES THAT I GO BY<br />1) Kerrie<br />2) Ker<br />3) Cork urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kergirl2001:22423 2004-05-06T02:12:12Z 2004-05-06T02:12:12Z Today I fell asleep after school from 4;00 to 5;30, but at 4;50 I woke up. I thought it was morning, so I jumped out of bed and paniced. I ran down the hall screaming, "Mom! Mom!! Where are yoU!? I am late!" (she was still at work) lol. When I couldnt find her, I saw the clock said 4;50 and I still thoguht it was morning, just early. I had to think for a while. lolol I was so confused. Then it all came to me and I went back to bed. Wow...that only happened one other time. The other time it was 6;30 and we were having bacon and eggs for dinner. I was so confused that time, becasue my family went along with it. lol im so dumb. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kergirl2001:22036 2004-04-26T15:35:02Z 2004-04-26T15:35:02Z It's sad to see things change. I guess at some point or another you have to let go of certain habbits, people, or activites. Even though there are new and exciting things to look forward to, it is still sad letting go. I think overall I had a great life and great people in my life. I remember when I was really little my sister and I would spend all day pretending to be our aunts and played dolls. When Lauren and Rachel moved in, we didn't really like to play that with them. It just wasn't the same anymore and that was the end of that. With Lauren and Rach, we had so much fun though. We did everything together and one summer we had to talk to each other every single day, even if we were on vacation. We played Little House on the Prarie, polly pockets, slaves, house, and rode our bikes together. Then we got older and became obsessed with gymnastics and spent night and day pretending to be olympic gymnasts. We did that for about three years. Eventually we grew out of it and I hated that so much. I hated having to move on. When I got to high school, we stopped having as many sleepovers and I got a boy friend. Then I started to hang out with them less and less. School began to become very important to me so I had less time. We still have the tight bond and go on summer vacations together, but it is sad to see that we are all going our own ways. Through high school, Kevin became my best friend. We would spend every second together. Its been like that for three years. I don't know what is happening now, but I see some changes. College is around the corner and maybe that means new things, but it is really sad and once again I don't want to let go. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kergirl2001:21850 2004-04-22T00:56:22Z 2004-04-22T00:58:14Z Ok. Today I was babysitting and the mother asked me if I would join them on their summer vacation to the Outer Banks in North Carolina!! She said that I would have my own room and watch the kids for a while during the day, but I could bring a friend along. Plus I would be getting paid! To go on vacation!!! My mom said it was ok but I have to ask my dad, which will be difficult. I want to ask Monty to go with me. However, I am kind of upset becasue I am going to miss Kevin and if he goes on vacation the week after, I wont see him when I leave for college. Still, it would be so awesome. I love North Carolina! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kergirl2001:21542 2004-04-20T01:05:51Z 2004-04-20T01:05:51Z I just got back from babysitting. I spend so much time babysitting, but I enjoy it for the most part. I babysit every week usually two times after school for the Sinclairs' and on the weekends for the Donoatos. Tonight I babysat the Donatos though. I love their family. Its so great. They seem so perfect. They are all really attractive and live in this beautiful house that they built right across from their school in Wycoff. They have a cute dog and they have a swimming pool. They are so nice and go to church and everything. To me they seem like the "perfect family". When I was there we did the usual. I played with them gave them a snack and we watched some of Disney Channel and pretended we were at the movies and watched Brother Bear. We colored and then I brought them to bed and read a Curious George book. Its fun. They make me want to have a family like theirs someday. = ] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kergirl2001:21474 2004-04-15T00:32:17Z 2004-04-15T00:32:17Z hehe...I did that Mash thing...<br /><br />You will live in Shack.<br />You will drive a Yellow 300zx.<br />You will marry Chris and have 3 kids.<br />You will be a Teacher in Boston. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kergirl2001:21052 2004-04-12T01:37:02Z 2004-04-12T01:37:02Z I was reading my sisters family class hmwk and she had to answer the question: If you were going to die and had one hour, who would you spend it with, where, and how?<br />I think i would spend 1/2 an hour with my family at home and just tell them how much I love them. I would want to say the same to the Stenftennagels too. Then I would spend the last 1/2 hour alone with Kevin. I think on a lake somewhere. A half hour seems so short. Initially I thought that I would spend the hour with Kevin having fun, but when I really thought about it, I realized that my family is really important to me too. Even though they drive me crazy, they are so much to me.<br /><br />What would you do? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kergirl2001:20758 2004-04-04T19:43:28Z 2004-04-04T19:43:28Z About a week ago I wrote to a man that I met at horizon named Jimmy. He was the one who dressed as Sponge Bob on Halloween. He had asked me to write a letter to him for Easter. So, I bought an Easter card and sent him a picture of Manchester because he wanted to see our school. Today I recieved a letter from him. He can not read or write so he asked a lady at horizon to write it for him. He also sent me a picture of him with Santa on Christmas and he colored a picture for me. I was so happy to get something back from him. It felt nice that I had made his day better. At Horizon, he told me he was lonely because there were not many people there that spoke English and he cried when I had to leave. I felt really felt bad for him. I am going to continue to send him cards once in a while. = ] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kergirl2001:20724 2004-03-31T21:33:57Z 2004-03-31T21:33:57Z Yes = ] Today is my birthday and it has been great. My friends were so wonderful to me today. Lauren picked me up today with ballons and a little Best Friends book with the best pictures and quotes about friendship. I love it so much and it makes me want to take black and white photos. Then, when I got to NHS Stan had everyone sing to me hehe...o nataroo! Then Christina suprised me with balloons and money to buy books! The perfect gift! Next, Kevin gave me a Hello Kitty bookmark and is going to buy me two new books by my favorite author. I am just dying to read them! Cassie made an announcement that it was my birthday too. She and Lauren wrote on their hands and even Mr. Branch was nice to me. Cassie wrote Happy Birthday on the board lol. Mr. Hoffman, Doc, the sub, Mrs. Ryan, Mrs. Margolis, and Mrs. Friendman all wished me a happy birthday too! I had such a nice day! Rama gave me the funniest card too. I got my scholarships done and I delivered the one and talked to Mr. Nay also. I am reading Go Ask Alice and it is a really good book. Tonight I am having my favorite dinner..Chicken Cordon Blue. = ] That's all for now. O yea!!! How could I forget! Lauren bought me a hammock!!!!!!!!!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kergirl2001:20318 2004-03-26T03:11:55Z 2004-03-26T03:11:55Z Megn0784 [10:08 PM]: wanna see jersey girl when i come home<br /> Kergirl2001 [10:09 PM]: wats that<br /> Megn0784 [10:09 PM]: omg..ur so sped ....its a movie with ben affleck and this little girl<br /> Kergirl2001 [10:09 PM]: oh in nj?<br /> Kergirl2001 [10:09 PM]: who is ben<br /> Kergirl2001 [10:09 PM]: is he married to jen<br /> Megn0784 [10:10 PM]: i cant even deal with u....they broke up in like january....but she is in the first ten minutes of the movie then dies....<br /> Kergirl2001 [10:10 PM]: what?!<br /> Kergirl2001 [10:10 PM]: arent they married<br /> Megn0784 [10:10 PM]: noooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /> Kergirl2001 [10:11 PM]: jenifer aniston n ben affleck arnet married?<br /> Kergirl2001 [10:12 PM]: ???<br /> Megn0784 [10:12 PM]: WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!...............BEN AFFLECK and JENNIFER LOPEZ went out..............then there is JENNIFER ANNISTON adn Brad PITT who have been married for a few years but they are not in the movie..........i swear....i cant believe u even asked that question.....u should not be going to la urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kergirl2001:20097 2004-03-08T23:30:23Z 2004-03-08T23:30:23Z I think what I hate most in the world is jealousy. I hate being jealous. I hate when everyone is happy for someone and I am mad because I think they have it so easy. I feel like I am always busy and forced to have a job. I mean overall, I am happy to make money for myself. I dont have to rely on my parents as much as others. I have a sense of responsibity that most of my friends dont have. However, it is still frustrating. I just get so bothered. Also, I hate when people act fake and no one notices either. They put on a show and everyone thinks that they are so wonderful. I try to realize that it's better to do my own thing and ignore them, but still it is so frustrating. Another thing; I hate hypocrites. I can't stand when poeple say one thing and do the opposite when they are with someone else. It makes everything they had previously stated worthless. It makes me value them less. By trying to please everyone, to me, they make themselves look pathetic. I HATE BEING SO BOTHERED by soemthing that seems so stupid. My Goal: Be thankful for what I have and realize that there are some poeple with nothing. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kergirl2001:19936 2004-03-05T01:21:21Z 2004-03-05T01:21:21Z I went running by myself today. I am very sore. I was happy that I actually got myself to run on my own, but it was harder to stay motivated and push myself without Kevin. I much rather run with him, becasue it is a little bit easier. I ate extra today though. I could have stopped, but I had M&Ms and cheese. Ugh I want to control. I did so well up until 6:00, when I was starving. Then I just went crazy. I will do better tomorrow. I filled out a teachers scholarship and I hope I get it. It makes me mad though taht some poeple filled it out when they werent planning on being teachers. THat is wrong. grr. O well. I am excited for the Wake-A-Thon tomorrow. I got Monty to go, which is great. I love Monty so much. She is someone who I am always able to have a blast with. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kergirl2001:19486 2004-03-03T22:50:32Z 2004-03-03T22:50:32Z Ok, I haven't updated my journal in about a month! or so it seems. Anyway, I have had some great news over the past few weeks. My sat scores went up 40 points, just the amount I needed to get the TCNJ scholarship! Then I found out that all my hard work this year paid off. My rank moved up a spot to number 2, meaning I make a speech at graduation....ahhhh....However, I also started slacking off this marking period. I am starting not to care, which is not too great. I also noticed that I am not doing enough for myself. I need to wear my retainer grr. I want my teeth to be nicer. I need to eat healthier. Lately I have been eating like a savage and my friends eating habbits don't make it any easier to diet. I want to start exercising at least three times a week. I started Lent by not eating between meals, but I have failed. My mind has been elsewhere, which makes me mad. I feel so selfish. Due to that, I am going to crack down starting March 4th. That is a week late. However, in addition, I want to keep up with the exercising. I went running with Kevin yesterday; now I just have to make it a habbit. I want to be able to wear a bathing suit when I go to the shore with my friends and I want to fit in a nice size prom dress. I hate sizes. Even if they mean nothing. I absolutely get so upset when I take a size larger. I know that if I want to see the results I can. I cant not diet and exercise and complain. I will do it. ...Anyway, last night was dance class for Kevin, V, Cassie, and me. I thought it was so much fun. I kept laughing, which started bothering Kevin ; ] We are the youngest couples in our class. There are seniors and married couples and a few in their twenties mayb...It was a lot of fun learning the fox trot lol. Well thats all for now. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kergirl2001:19320 2004-02-17T01:20:25Z 2004-02-17T01:20:25Z Well, St. Valentine's Day was dreamy at night. The morning started off rocky, as Kevin didn't want to see me. However, we ended up going to Daily treat for brunch and then off to Woodbury Commons. I bought lots of clothes and Kevin and I got matching shoes hehe. Pumas! I also got two brown shirts at Banana Republic and my favorite pajama pants at Roxy and earings at Guess. Later that night, I went over Kevin's house for my dinner made by him. OMG! He had the nicest set up I ever saw, or could imagine! It was soooooooo romantic. He had candles lit on two pillars, which were decorated in heart paper. He had a mini table with pillows to sit on. The table was set for two with more candles and flowers. There was the heart paper under a white heart towel with our plates on top. Then on the side of the table there was a sing with a face saying "I love you" and the same thing was on the door. He played that music from that Italian blind man. Wow...it was so so so nice. I loved it. = ] Something I will never forget. I love Valentines Day with Kevin. It's always so special. To top it all off, he got me tickets to go see Hanson with him! YESSSSSSS!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kergirl2001:19082 2004-02-13T01:38:45Z 2004-02-13T01:38:45Z Wow...I just became incredibly worried. Today has been a little bit odd. I feel rather distant and I am so worried that my stomach actually hurts. This is weird.